1000 Awesome Things
1000 Awesome Things
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Fearless is falling madly in love again, even though your heart has been obliterated before. Fearless is walking out of your comfort zone and following your gut and passions despite your trepidations, knowing they will always be there, but a greater good (your happiness) compels you forward. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want and believe in over and over again, even though you've tried and lost before.
It's fearless to have faith that some day things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even though for some strange reason, you can't seem to breathe without them. I think it's fearless to fall for you best friend from a distance, or the man behind the store counter, even though both are in love with someone else. I think loving someone despite what other people think is fearless. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor, no matter how much it may alarm you, is fearless. Letting go of expectations is fearless. Moving on and being alright--that's fearless too!
No matter what life throws at you, you have to believe in your power to be fearless. To act despite the power of fear, which means one must follow their gut."
--Taylor Swift, with edits/additions by yours truly (not sure if that's legal, but hey, it's my blog) =)
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Personal Reflection: Some times, out of his love and concern, my Dad can be a little too cautious--to the point where it can keep me from taking risks. He sometimes gets nervous about things that made me doubt whether making the move to DC was worth it, his words often clouded my head with "What if" worries. That was when I decided I couldn't allow my fathers (well-intentioned) fears to become my own. At some point I needed to embrace the uncertainty, and spin wildly towards this new action.
And really, isn't the parents job to worry? My job is to take the steps they would have taken had they been in my shoes. In fact, they once were there and made a huge move where they once crossed half the world to settle in a foreign land) =)
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“Above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you
because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places.
Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it. ”
~ Roald Dahl
My favorite song: "Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'"
I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.
I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life.
I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I
’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back.
I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.
I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one.
I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.
I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn.
Why am I watching this? I mean, I can analyze it but oh! Commercial's over... ;-)
Addendum: They just announced on the episode they are separating, but I heard on the news today that they filed for divorce. How sad, and incredibly difficult with so many children. However, watching the show there was so much tension between the parents.. and kids pick up on everything.
Personal Thoughts:
This was the central theme to all Josh* taught me, and the reason why I kept hitting brick walls when I was trying to overcome my anxiety problem on my own. It isn't about becomign someone who doesn't have any fears, sadness, or jealousies, it's about experiencing them as part of the human condition, learning from them, and most importantly, continuing forward despite them.
*For those new to my journal, Josh is my fantastic therapist of a little more than a year whom I am no longer seeing because he's given me the tools I needed to stand on my own.
Before I begin though, I must share that my friend Kristen bought me a large dark chocolate cupcake with buttercreme frosting that is so divine it brought tears to my eyes! Oh it was soo lovely! (fortunately, I had another coworker who was all-too-willing to split it with me) ;-) She bought it at www.mattycakes.com (I love looking at pictures of fun shaped cakes!)
Here's the magnet:
The front reads: "When life becomes a rollercoaster, sit in the front seat, throw your arms in the air and enjoy the ride."
The gem message on the back reads:
Life is full of ups and downs. If you're anything like me,
More than once you've prayed to God
To take away some of the low spots.
If I had only realized
That the experience
I was trying to shake off
Was actually a life altering opportunity
That was shaping me into the woman
I am today,
I would have screamed,
"Hit me with your best shot!".
Knowing this after the fact
Didn't make it any easier,
But looking back,
I like myself so much better now
For having endured it.
Besides, I'd never have realized
How high I am,
Without the perspective
Of how low I've been.
The real lesson to be learned
Is to face our challenges head on. . .
With grace, style and conviction.
To resemble a roller coaster,
Climb into the front seat,
Throw your arms in the air
And enjoy the ride.
© Suzy Toronto
www.tingleheart.com
“ Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born. ”
-Dale Turner
“You never know where the next miracle is going to come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe its right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you’re looking for.”
~ One Tree Hill
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Doesn't this picture just puncture your heart? I love the innocence and hope of children, there is so much to learn from their clean slate. =)
